'' i care so much about you . so much .
i have a mood disorder , and i cant always control my emotions . i dont think youre scum . i actually think very highly of you and think you can accomplish so much in your life . also , you are very beautiful . i wanted to be your life long friend , but i dont for-see that happening , so , with that being said i wish you all the best , and i want you to know that each and every time i wrote out my suicide note i always wrote about you because i wanted to make sure you were happy .
i care about you so much , okay ?
ill catch you on the flipside , kay ?
stay beautiful ,
kristal . ''